Today I feel like this is not worth it.
I know thats not the case, but its really hard.
There is SO much time and effort that goes into this 'sponsored wedding', and yet sometimes I feel like I am not availing much with it. I feel like I am getting no where.
Okay, so you know that saying... 'two steps forward, one step back'?
How often does it happen with you are planning something? I feel like that is what is happening with this wedding. And sometimes I feel like because of this, that the positive response that we get from everyone we talk to, may not be real. If you look online, it confirms what a few media outlets have said about this type of wedding.
It goes against tradition. Plain and simple.
I guess attack is just getting to me.
I pray that something changes soon. Please God. Thanks and Amen.
